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other such fun things [19 Feb 2008|12:13am]
Well the buisness stuff is finally taking off, i thought i'd be working at starbucks the rest of my life for a moment there. So lots of work ahead of me, gotta keep focus and keep eating ramen noodles (mmmmmmm) for a bit. Other than that my motorcycle got stolen (insert sad face here) but it granted the opertunity to finally get a respectable ride, so i bought a 4runner, i likes it alot. Cancer thing is bothering me again so i have to get that checked on too. Had my downtown apartment for almost a year now and its finally starting to feel like home. Got everything feng shui like ya wouldn't believe, i even downsized my tv to place less emphasis on it (big one goes in my room haha)

anyways its been a while, so if ya read this and ya haven't gotten in touch with me, my number hasn't changed, i'm usually on myspace anyways. haha

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well [11 Oct 2007|09:11pm]
i still exsist

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to you [17 Mar 2007|09:55pm]
So glad to see you have overcome them
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You've cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

With your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin'
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down

Your halo slippin' down
(I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends)
[repeated]

Your halo slippin' down
Your halo's slippin' down to choke you now

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every [16 Feb 2007|01:49am]
every speck i see
bring me to enlightenment
a course i see
strive to be an embodyment
an intrest
most likely
turned to a sightning
of essence renewed
a spark of intrest i see
and bind me
connect at a level that
could never rest
to strive to be
better than the best that rest
so this prodigy
will blind, the thoughtless minds
that choose a path so windy that
they blow themselves in likeness
i'll find me
never worry about the rest
just find yourself

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HEEELLLZZZ YA [05 Feb 2007|10:01pm]
alrighty so i've passed the second exam of the course, only 13 to go, 6 months of clinicals, and i'll be making the MAD CASH in december, so very happy hahaha

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hmm [05 Feb 2007|04:50pm]
Where did my baby go?
I wonder where she ran off to
I miss my baby so
I’m calling but I can’t get through
Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone’s longing to see her
Where did my baby go?
I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)

I’m searching for the lover I knew
Have you seen her?
Where did she go?
Feels like I’ve just lost my only friend
Flames subsided, colors faded
Love just got so complicated
Wish that I could see her smile again
So if you see her out there, tell her I’m still here
Waiting for the day when she will reappear

Where did my baby go?
I wonder where she ran off to
I miss my baby so
I’m calling but I can’t get through
Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone’s longing to see her
Where did my baby go?
I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)

Maybe I was wrong and I
Ignored her for too long and I
Didn’t even notice when she slipped away
Maybe while I lay fast asleep then
Out into the night she creeps
I’ll leave the light on, so she’ll come back someday
So if you see her out there, tell her it’s not fair
That life’s just not the same when she’s not here

Where did my baby go?
I wonder where she ran off to
I miss my baby so
Just what am I supposed to do?
Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone’s longing to see her
Where did my baby go?
I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)

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you never stop [03 Feb 2007|06:19pm]
never stop lovin em do ya eric. heh

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new lyrics, all on water [24 Dec 2006|11:24pm]
swing back
kick it
never gave it uh
but you can't live it
swim around
take a swig
see the moonstripes, let it all begin

do you swear, to walk on water?
be there, to swim down

can't give
so don't you get it?
everyday you lit uh
so throw it back and
look around
light your cig
vicadin are dangerous, let it all begin

do you swear, to walk on water?
be there, to swim down
swim round,
drown again

face it up
body's float down
camera lens insnares
its all bullsh*t
under water
so take it down
take a swig
moonstripes, call it out

do you swear, to god, to walk on water
be there, to step it down
float face up,
or shutup and drown

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what cha think? [22 Dec 2006|07:26pm]

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it's officially over [09 Dec 2006|03:23pm]
i have finally graduated from EMT school, i'm now a licensed health care provider, and EMT. so give me some congrats, stroke my ego a little haha

just leave some love

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i'm not [09 Dec 2006|01:32am]
i'm not
the player on the outside
got tough
raked it through another try
she's not
but trying hard to get by
why can't we all just play along with
all that
shit you talk can ya
keep up
before they come and slam on
i'm not
softer on the inside
its alright to get it sometimes

your not all the games you playyy
its about the things you do
not all you say
the knife burns when your right
but its saturday night, saturday

keep up,
if ya don't your left by
same stuff
before you even can try
i'm not
a player but the outside
keeps me going, i know i am
all that
but shits and giggles fly high
its all
a game if when you press by
how bout
a drink and a fly time
can't you see i'm more than you can

shes everything when your gone
i can't help its the way you feellll
how bout moving right along now?
cause i am the one behind the wheel

its saturday night, saturday riot

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school [03 Dec 2006|04:26am]
So run...
Right...
Right back to school
Look back I sift through all the cliques
Roaming the halls all year making me sick
While everyone's out trying to make the cut,
What?
When you think you know me,
Right.
I switch it up
Behind the walls smokin cigarettes and sippin vodka
Hop a fence and catch a cab
Ain't no one can stop us
Give me a break on some other shit
While you act like it's everything you've got
Push back the square
Now that you need her
But you don't
So there you go
Cuz back in school we are the leaders of it all
So stop that... quit... all that...
Quit
Who ruined it?
You did
Now grab a notebook and a pen
And start taking notes on me and everyone who's on the top
You think we're on the same page
But I know we're not
I'll be the man, watch your backpack, pens, and pencils
and just like Keith- I'm flippin it
While you just keep it simple
You just can't go on rockin' the clothes, copying the stance
cuz really it's everything that you're not
So... transpose
Or stop your life
It's what you do
Transpose
Or stop your lies
So run
(So why don't you run)
(So why don't you run)
Right
(Now why don't you run)
Back to school
(So why don't you run)
(So why don't you run)
Cuz all you are - now I'm on the next page
All you are - It's time to close the book up
All you are
Now I'm on the next page
All you are
Close the book up now
Push back the square
Now that you need her
But you don't
So there you go
Cuz back in school
We are the leaders of all...

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i LIKE PICTURES [23 Nov 2006|08:44pm]

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more from the b/d [16 Nov 2006|04:41pm]

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more song writing [05 Nov 2006|05:37pm]
Early November

keep pagin and turnin
and movin on and on
you lift yourself up
but everyones gone
and you try to remember
what ya just now forget
its early november, has it come back to ya yet?
we laughed at the crossroads
and then we changed our minds
took all of our patience, and all of our time
do ya think you remember
or even better yet
these early novembers, the days in which we met

take all of these crossings, let them fall in line
set it out before me, cause we haven't much time
let sit here decided, if we should walk along
that instant i blinked, was the instant you where gone

keep swingin and dancin
and never wait your turn
grab hold of all the things
you have ever learned
see if any remind ya how easy you forget
the time we're together, the images i kept
come back to my place
let the fire burn,
lay down beside me, enrich me with your curves
i'll paint you a picture, or even better yet
i'll remind you of november, those days in which we met

take all of these crossings, let them fall in line
set it out before me, cause we haven't much time
lets sit here decided, if we should come along
the instant i blinked was the instant you where gone

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airplanes [05 Oct 2006|11:40pm]
There's a place I love to go
And strangers takin' me there
Dreamed about the day I learned to fly
I'm afraid of airplanes
Even though I like the way
It feels to be a person in the sky

It's alright
And it's good
This time

I look out and on the ground
Really don't believe it
Gravity can pull me from this height
One day, we'll come crashing down
What will I do
Never had a chance to say goodbye

Close my eyes and hope that it's a
Real smooth flight, this time
Close my eyes and hope that it's a
Real smooth flight
And it's good
This time

I look down and on the ground
I look down and on the ground
I look down and on the ground
Aaah, look out, we're going down

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my poor poor soul [04 Oct 2006|09:21pm]
haha, not bitchen, just having fun. i don't think i'm enjoying livejournal anymore. so bye for now

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i'm trying to be a better friend [01 Oct 2006|03:03pm]
but its not working. i'm trying to make some things better, but its not working. could someone tell me how to make this damn thing work?

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bad luck [30 Sep 2006|09:48pm]
my laptop was stolen......i'm a little upset. eh well. life goes on

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